[ Dick might not care as much as he ought to, but it’s not for the reasons most others don’t. He doesn’t idolize or objectify D.Va while forgetting Hana completely... it’s almost worse: he forgets Hana completely and sees a convenient escape - a body to hide himself in and lose himself to. The weight he must bear now... it’s unbearable. It wouldn’t have been if he had more conviction, more zeal, but everything that’s happened has left him empty.
Empty, yet wanting more of something.
Anything.
So he eats her out, because she lets him. Because she’s yearned so desperately for his attention, his approval... even if this seems to be the best and only way to get it. And he knows it, too - what she wants. Which is why he’s giving it to her... for all the wrong reasons.
His tongue had gently licked her clit in circles, but now he’s lapping it up directly, tongue harder against the surface of her clit as he feels her hips twist and shake against his face. Watching Hana writhe like this, sensitive to Dick’s every touch, actually gets him going - for a moment, he even chuckles adoringly at Hana’s reactions, briefly forgetting the context.
Hana might loathe herself for this, but... so does Dick. It’s already registered just how wrong this is - how he shouldn’t be using Hana for this, taking advantage of her feelings for him.
Though he continues because Hana’s body is so conveniently close and malleable, he still doesn’t want to look at her.
Because now, he dreads having to see that she’s looking at him.
no subject
Empty, yet wanting more of something.
Anything.
So he eats her out, because she lets him. Because she’s yearned so desperately for his attention, his approval... even if this seems to be the best and only way to get it. And he knows it, too - what she wants. Which is why he’s giving it to her... for all the wrong reasons.
His tongue had gently licked her clit in circles, but now he’s lapping it up directly, tongue harder against the surface of her clit as he feels her hips twist and shake against his face. Watching Hana writhe like this, sensitive to Dick’s every touch, actually gets him going - for a moment, he even chuckles adoringly at Hana’s reactions, briefly forgetting the context.
Hana might loathe herself for this, but... so does Dick. It’s already registered just how wrong this is - how he shouldn’t be using Hana for this, taking advantage of her feelings for him.
Though he continues because Hana’s body is so conveniently close and malleable, he still doesn’t want to look at her.
Because now, he dreads having to see that she’s looking at him.
Seeing him in all his shame. ]